Trying this again

So after all the crap with people finding out and people that i never intended on reading my blog reading it, i thought about just giving up on the whole blogging thing. I didn't really see a point to it. I mean all the people that actually read my blog religiously (you know who I am talking about) already knew all the things I wrote about because I would tell you all about it basically as soon as it happened. The blog was for...well I don't actually know what the blog was for, but it seemed to entertain people, and to tell you the truth, it entertained me. Except for the times when I reread it knowing that the object of my writings had just read it, leaving me with a feeling of complete mortification, generally I like rereading what i wrote. Most of you don't know (and never will know) about the blog I had in Amsterdam. But sometimes when I'm bored, I like rereading that blog and its funny to see how different I was 2 years ago and what was going through my mind. I think it would be fun to do the same thing in another 2 years when I look back on my first year times in London. That is why I'm not going to stop.

Now, that being said, I do think perhaps I should change the way I write just a little bit. When I thought my blog was safe from those I didn't want to see it, I was a little bit more free in my naming of people and perhaps a little less censored on the stories themselves. That clearly backfired on me. as someone who I had named directly read it. Now, I see his point that it perhaps was a bit embarrassing for him to read what I had written about it..but christ..if it was embarrassing or unpleasant for him..imagine how I felt knowing he had read it! Especially when the feelings I had when I wrote the original post were no longer there.

Anywho...so for myself and the people who for god knows why, like reading about my life. I will continue blogging. Other than my friends however, I will not name anyone specifically and for those of you who don't know who I'm talking about. You will just have to have fun guessing. It might be a little more boring now that I am trying to write in a way that I wouldn't mind so much if it got out to all of UCL Law again but we'll see how it goes.


Well I suppose thats it for now. To all my london lovelies. Good luck with revision. I will be back to you all soon.


xxx
Shiva